11/10

今日學校open day.........0900 woke up........
要返去幫手...........1015返到學校
deputy head叫我show guests around the school.....
haha........o米攪我.........
1030去左art department到continue我ge coursework..........
""a heart shaped box"""
1130去左music lodge perform...........
好多人watch.......有d nervous..........
1230返form room帶返d書返home revise...........
exams coming up next week.....the level of my pressure keep on rising............
好nervous好nervous好nervous//////////////////
i think i quite understand how baby feels now...........
all those pressures are seriously driving me mad..........
i dunno how i'm gonna cope with this...........
but the thing is........i can truely understand why people may
think that they want to commit suicide...........
it's really understandable.......cos pressures make you incredibly tired........
and when it carries on increasing......
i can feel that i can't be bother anymore.................
all i want at the moment is i wish the time can go faster and faster........
by the time next week has gone......i'll go back to normal again (i think)...........
but at the moment..........i just can't.........
the word "PRESSURE" is flipping annoying me................

10/11

今日返學考德文oral....................
我一d confident都冇.................
好驚...........驚到想死.................
差唔多到我ge時候.......我驚到幾乎喊左出來............
考完之後...........返入課室.........即刻擁抱住IZZYBABY喊..............
唔知點解考完都重係好驚..................
驚到係IZZYBABY之後話返比我知佢擁抱住我ge時候
佢感覺到我震得好"ging"...............
咁大個女都o米試過為左一份oral而驚成咁..............
差d嚇死IZZYBABY.................
返到home............繼續溫書................
我下個星期ge exams一定要all past............
死la...........pressure's rising again................
arghhhhh....GOD....for mercy sake.........please tell me what shall i do.............

9/11

今日又係上課.........溫書..............
聽日考德文oral.........*screams*
everyone wish me luck......s'il vous plait......
*~* pressure rising..............
過埋今個月我ge pressure先會decrease............

今日BREAK好開心..........好耐都冇試過咁開心la............
可以話係成個term以來最開心ge一日............
1. MIMS.......JEN........同我已經sort out好我地ge關係........
2. PE.....blue smarties team + red smarties team.....
    vs green smarties team.......guess who win the match.......
    **hint........MIMS and JEN are in blue and i'm in red**kaka........
3. LUNCH ge apple PUFF..........攪到我地笑足成個LUNCH..........
4. attend to choir........5th times only this term.........*improving......*
5. mrs. white said我SAT有performance.....*O*actually.......
    although i'm looking forward to it......but in fact....i think that's
    making the level of my pressure rises abit again......but yer.......
    whatever.........

P.S: baby~~ if you have something to say to me......you can tell me on msn.....
       i tried to get on msn as soon as possible today......but you weren't there......
       what happened?? god......you've made me worry about you so much..........
       i think the level of my pressure is rising rapidly now...........

7/11

今日返學...........溫書........法文listening.......
我竟然"鐘眼訓"...........-_-
琴晚已經比平時早訓好多ga la...........
攪到最後果題冇做到..........ai.............

listening之後就BREAK la............
食左一塊cookie........跟住同IZZYBABY傾計.........
BREAK之後係法文listening TEST 2/////////
今次好努力........冇鐘眼訓..........
但係都有好多題唔識做...........ai..............
(((唔緊要.........法文oral, writing and reading果度做好d..........
拉返高的d分就應該ok ga la.....<<<激勵自己ge說話.......)))

TEST 2都考埋之後就係piano lesson............
30/11考琴..........*o*好驚驚...........
piano exam要singing.........*shocked*.............
個miss放遲左我15mins...........結果係冇time食LUNCH............
全日除左BREAK食左果塊cookie之外就冇食過野la..........
但係都唔係好肚餓<<<<<怪怪的..........

返到home先有得食野...........跟住做hw.............
然後on msn...........同IZZYBABY......STEPHY........
TOMAKELBUB.........MIMS.........玩webcam.............
kaka..........我同STEPHY好low b........

↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑
我同STEPHY ge low b樣...........kaka..............

 6/11

今日一早起身........就同toto watch meteor garden II...........
跟住就用電腦...........玩msn..........
又係同IZZYBABY玩webcam.........kaka........差d笑死左..........
跟住就溫左陣書........13/11開始考試.............

以下係我下星期ge schedule..........:

6/11: 德文listening
7/11: 法文listening
8/11: 法文oral
10/11: 德文oral

so busy ar...............................
le次ge考試只許past........不許fail...........一定要+oil先得..........
溫完書.........食LUNCH.........
今日我ge LUNCH係cup noodles..........
 
 
跟住就冇食野la............

p.s: i'm so down today~~
baby ho sun fu ar..............

2/11

今日返學.........music lesson作曲as usual.........
BREAK都係同IZZYBABY一齊..........
我地都知道JEN一定係會同MIMS一齊ga la..........
所以我地都費事MIMS難做........
今日都冇咩點同佢一齊...........
除左LUNCH同佢食之外..........
其餘ge時間我都係同IZZYBABY一齊..................
aiiiiiii.....都唔知要carry on咁ge relationship 幾耐.....
if you guys think that this is gonna carry on forever......
then i'll just have to say that i'm gonna leave the group.......
this really annoys me you know..........
why do you guys have to be so immature?????!!!!!!!
especially you JEN............
can't you just grow up and face the fact..........
i don't see how hard it could be to apologise..........
saying the word "SORRY" is not that hard..........
if you are getting into the habitat which you think that
you are right all the time.......then ok........
whatever......just ignore us.......but what i'm trying to say is.........
if you apologise soon.........IZZYBABY will forgive you soon......
but if you continues like this.......we won't trust you anymore.........
cos right at the beginning of our fd-ship...........
you are the one who said you trust worthy.......
so if you still do now..........please apologise as soon as possible........
cos i do believe that our whole think our fd-ship is worthy........
you may not think the same to us.......but we do............
so...............
STOP BEING SO SELFISH AND JUST THINK
ABOUT YOURSELF...........
EVERYONE HAS FEELINGS LIKE YOU DO.................

P.S: 希望阿Bi 4/11 good show la................XDDDDDD
+oil..............+oil.................